Happy Father's Day! - No Holding Back

It’s been a crazy few days and although I had hoped to post every day, life just gets in the way sometimes!

I am happy to say that today felt like a normal day. Other than a brief moment of sadness when I gave my husband his Father’s day gifts, (which included some pics of al of the kids, even our Kathryn on her first day of life,) we enjoyed a very normal, very relaxed day. Well, relaxed except for the hour I spent in church with the three kids and my two year old and five year old acted like pure heathens!! Help!!

Otherwise, we had a great family day today… swimming, doing puzzles, coloring, even went out for ice cream. I still had moments where I held my Tiny close and thought, What would life be like if I had two of you?? But for the most part, my day was not spent moping about what I’ve lost or what I could have had. I believe that feel releasing my story on the world, sharing my thoughts and really connecting with my emotions on the whole experience may have finally released me a bit from the grips of my loss. And I am in a better place emotionally. It feels good.

For the sake of my five loyal followers, I will try to post more regularly this week… I have a lot of topics I’d actually like to discuss!

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Freelance writer at Kat Biggie Press

Alexa B, who blogs as "Kat Biggie" is a wife, mother, and writer. She has three children and one in heaven. She recently self published a book entitled "Sunshine After the Storm: A Survival Guide for the Grieving Mother" which is available on Amazon. She blogs about life after the loss of one of her twin daughters to TTTS, motherhood, all things parenting, advocacy, grief support and social good.