It’s been a crazy few days and although I had hoped to post every day, life just gets in the way sometimes!
I am happy to say that today felt like a normal day. Other than a brief moment of sadness when I gave my husband his Father’s day gifts, (which included some pics of al of the kids, even our Kathryn on her first day of life,) we enjoyed a very normal, very relaxed day. Well, relaxed except for the hour I spent in church with the three kids and my two year old and five year old acted like pure heathens!! Help!!
Otherwise, we had a great family day today… swimming, doing puzzles, coloring, even went out for ice cream. I still had moments where I held my Tiny close and thought, What would life be like if I had two of you?? But for the most part, my day was not spent moping about what I’ve lost or what I could have had. I believe that feel releasing my story on the world, sharing my thoughts and really connecting with my emotions on the whole experience may have finally released me a bit from the grips of my loss. And I am in a better place emotionally. It feels good.
For the sake of my five loyal followers, I will try to post more regularly this week… I have a lot of topics I’d actually like to discuss!